Friday, December 31, 2010
Tomorrow will be the end of 2010 and a start of 2011. Time really flies huh! Well for the main highlight of my life in 2010 was when I succeeded in becoming a 3rd Sergeant Military Police and got posted to Brunei from March 2010 till January 2011. I also did and tried something new this year but I shall keep that in private. So mostly my 2010 was spent in Brunei.
Now when I come to think about It I don't really regret making the decision to come to Brunei as I have learned and experience so much. Being independent for my first time in life as Im all alone here in a foreign country & new people. Handling people under you is never easy. Conflict and misunderstanding is always bound to appear and not to mention laziness and Stubbornness as well. Being a NSF sergeant on overseas posting is really not easy. No backing and always stuck in the middle between the top superior and your own people. Well that's life right? Full of up's and down's but It's not that bad all the way as I was lucky enough to meet great people over here as well. They treat me so well & Im really grateful for that. I even found a new side of me and even did new things which I don't even dare to do in Singapore for example wearing daring colors like yellow and red haha. Doing crazy things when I book out as we have this mindset that we are tourist haha. All the silly stuff we did our reason was always "We are Tourist!" haha. Guess Im a little more spontaneous now! :P
For 2011, all I want is happiness & good health. I hope It will be a better year than 2010. First, I will need to concentrate on the moment, future & definetly not the past. I have to put my past hauntings behind me and start a fresh. And also I need to stop being emo haha but that have been my new year resolution since like forever! Guess that's just me haha. Im going to ORD too on June 2011 and heading to a new phase in life and that's pretty scary. Still uncertain on what I wanna do but hopefully somehow along the way I will find the answer. Furthermore Im gonna turn 24 as well! Oh my goodness Im getting old haha! For love wise well let's just say I still wasn't able to find it. Did have a huge crush on someone though and Im still recovering from that. I wonder when I will be able to find the one someone whom I love and would love me back for who I am. Oh well I will let nature take it's course & see how It goes. Maybe Im better off alone....just maybe...
